pnaichopstix (pnaichopstix) wrote,

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Now that I am in a better state of mind...

NEWS. Just wow. That bomb you dropped on top of my already emotional state this morning was something. Yamapi and Ryo, you're allowed to make your own decisions. You're grown men. You do what you want, but I am disappointed in you. I'm disappointed that you two gave up on NEWS. Yamapi, you always seemed to strive for something more. You wanted to get out and go solo. And I can't help but think of you as being selfish right now. Ryo, you chose kajnani8 over NEWS. I can't accept that fact. I'll deal with both your decisions, but I can't accept it. At least not now. I was hoping I would get a chance to see the 6 of you perform together one day, in person, but I guess that's not going to happen now.

I'm not giving up on NEWS. It's not the same NEWS as it was when I first got into them, but I'll still support them. I don't want to give up on these boys. If I do, it's like saying that Ryo and Yamapi were what made NEWS and the other 4 meant nothing. No. Tego, Kei, Shige, and Massu, you boys are important and are still NEWS. Sure, it'll be harder without the other two, but I have faith in you. It'll hurt to just see only the four of you on stage and hear only the four of you. I'll miss the NEWS that made me fall in love. But I'll continue believe in this new NEWS. They're alive and well and that's all I can ask for.
Tags: news, this is my life
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