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Now that I'm in a better emotional state, it's time to take a better look at HLV [13 Jan 2014|08:29pm]
Honestly, there are some things that are irking me. I love the episode, but I just have this feeling of incompleteness.

For example, Magnussen. He has so much potential as a villain, and just like as others have said, they ended it too soon. I was so sure they were going to continue his storyline into the fourth series, in the same fashion as Moriarty's arc.

And Mary. Oh, Mary. Where do I begin. I love her, but I hate how we are left with a few plot holes with her. And that shooting scene. Honestly, there was so many ways that could have gone (I'm not going to list them all, but if anyone wants me to, I'll be glad to). Her decision to incapacitate Sherlock and keep Magnussen alive has split the fandom. The easiest route could have been to just shoot Magnussen, keep Sherlock alive, get John out of there, and have the domestic when they got back to Baker Street. But then you could argue that they probably would have gotten caught because that was a secure place and some cameras could have caught them and they would have gone to jail anyway. Or Mary's easiest option would have been to kill both Magnussen and Sherlock, got John out of there, and have the domestic back at home.

But it's not about the easiest and most convenient way. It comes down to which would bring out the most dramatic outcome. (Because come on, this is Sherlock Holmes).

And you have to look at it from a storytelling point of view. Killing off Magnussen and Sherlock would leave us with nothing to work with. And just killing off Magnussen would have been a waste of a great villain and I don't think I need to explain what is wrong with killing off Sherlock.

I think people have a problem with this because there are so many ways you could view this scene, depending on how logical you thought her shooting Sherlock was. Maybe because it was a human error on her part?

But then we get into how this could have all been prevented in the first place, for example, Sherlock or Mycroft knowing about Mary's past. They are the Holmes brothers, Mr. Clever and the British Government. Did they not see that? Did they not do their research? Or did they know, but chose not to act on it? This final question lends to dramatic irony, one we won't see until series 4 or later (or maybe not ever).

There are just so many questions about Mary and it is a bit frustrating to be left wondering if they are plot holes or if they are going to fill them in with later series. My guess is the latter. And frankly, that thought of finding more about Mary and loving her more or possibly hating her is stronger than the frustration.
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[26 Nov 2011|12:40am]
I am truly thankful and grateful for everything and everyone in my life. I wish I could tell you thank you in person. Even though you may not be in my life now, the time i spent with you was really a blessing. Of course not everything was all smiles and laughter, but even those tough times between us had some kind of good out of it and taught me some valuable life lessons. I can't ask for you to be back in my life because that would be selfish of me, but I really want you to know that I wouldn't trade those memories of our friendship for anything in the world. Thank you for the memories, thank you for being a part of my life for a little while, and thank you for being my friend.
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[11 Oct 2011|11:12pm]
Apparently I'm still known as the 'creyz girl'. What the fuck is this. Where's the friend part in all this? You're free to like your friend's present better than my necklace, but to fucking say that there was no thought put into it is a lie. First of all, I was looking out for the fact that you had skin issues with necklaces. I figured going a little pricier will help with that. Second, I wanted the gift to last for a long. Jewelry is supposed to last a while and of course, if you pay more for it, you know it's real and that it will last. It was supposed to be symbolic of our friendship. A friendship that was supposed to last forever. It is a friendship necklace for a reason! I didn't get it because I wanted you to accept my love. What mattered to me the most was our friendship first and foremost, hun. Don't think I did all this shiet because I loved you in a romantic way. I was still trying to figure out my feelings for you around that time I know, but it wasn't because I liked you. You were a close friend, even a best friend. Why wouldn't I do stuff like this for you?

And to call me a creyz girl just...what the fuck. It's disrespectful and offensive and I'm disappointed in you. Is that all you can say about me? Was I not even a "former friend"? I don't get it. I really don't. If that's really how you see me then what was I really to you? I don't need someone who belittles our friendship in such a way. I put so much time into you and that I can't get back. I really can't. I'm just honestly so disappointed in you. At least I have the respect to not say shiet like you do behind your back and call you names. I have the decency to say whenever someone asks me about you to call you a "former friend" or a "former best friend" or "ex-best friend". I'm not going to stoop to that level. It's childish and immature, but then again, you've always been like that. Grow the fuck up. You're being rude and I won't put up with that. If 'creyz girl' and 'idiot former friend stalker person' is all you can call me, well, I would like to know what our friendship really meant to you this whole time.

Oh, and if you really don't want that, in your eyes, meaningless and thoughtless necklace, send it back to me, please.
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Now that I am in a better state of mind... [07 Oct 2011|04:50pm]
NEWS. Just wow. That bomb you dropped on top of my already emotional state this morning was something. Yamapi and Ryo, you're allowed to make your own decisions. You're grown men. You do what you want, but I am disappointed in you. I'm disappointed that you two gave up on NEWS. Yamapi, you always seemed to strive for something more. You wanted to get out and go solo. And I can't help but think of you as being selfish right now. Ryo, you chose kajnani8 over NEWS. I can't accept that fact. I'll deal with both your decisions, but I can't accept it. At least not now. I was hoping I would get a chance to see the 6 of you perform together one day, in person, but I guess that's not going to happen now.

I'm not giving up on NEWS. It's not the same NEWS as it was when I first got into them, but I'll still support them. I don't want to give up on these boys. If I do, it's like saying that Ryo and Yamapi were what made NEWS and the other 4 meant nothing. No. Tego, Kei, Shige, and Massu, you boys are important and are still NEWS. Sure, it'll be harder without the other two, but I have faith in you. It'll hurt to just see only the four of you on stage and hear only the four of you. I'll miss the NEWS that made me fall in love. But I'll continue believe in this new NEWS. They're alive and well and that's all I can ask for.
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[07 Oct 2011|09:51am]
I was so nervous when I sent out that letter. Like, I at the same I wanted her to write back, but at the same I didn't. I knew i would cry if she did and be a little sad that she didn't. Either way, I was going to have some kind of emotion. It was so bad that I even had a dream about it. In the dream, she responded to the e-mail and told me to come visit her. I did and her best friend was there too. We talked like nothing was wrong, but when it was the two of us, we started talking seriously. I cried (of course). She hugged me and told me that we were all right and everything was okay between us. I was so scared she hated me and to hear that she didn't hate me made me feel so much better. But then the dream ended and I was faced with reality. I was still anxious as fuck and contemplated just not checking my e-mail and having one of my friends look at it or just not looking at it at all. But I'm glad i did. Because I was so happy to see that she responded. So happy that I cried (and I'm still crying about it). Danika, you probably will never see this, but thank you for responding. I was really happy to hear from you and to see that you're doing well. And I really hope you have an amazing birthday.
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